Tuesday, March 27, 2012


Man I have pissed off a huge number of people in the past day.
It's like a gift.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Being in love with a missionary.

Being in love with  a missionary is the weirdest thing I have ever experienced. Jordan and I were a COMPLETELY normal couple until August 15th, 2010 when everything changed. I had to say goodbye, for 2 years. 2 years ago I didnt even know what a Mormon was, and now I am one, I have a missionary, and our main goal is that temple. Anyways, before Jordan, I had never been  in love before and neither had he. So we were still getting used to being in love with someone, which is definitely a crazy thing. Then all of a sudden right in the middle of that, we had to learn how to be in love from 3,000 miles away with a crazy amount of rules in our way.  That has been a struggle even now almost 19 months later. Sometimes I wonder why we decided to put ourselves through this. Why didnt we do what everyone else did? Say goodbye and see where we are in 2 years when he returns. But I can always remember why. Because we arent everyone else. When you love someone, you dont let them go. Ever. Under any circumstance...especially because it is a once in a lifetime love. Now I have made plenty of mistakes and so has he, but hey were human right? I have upset his family many times and my dad is gonna have to dig deep to understand this whole thing. But hey, I dont even understand it lol and he isnt a member? So anyways what I am trying to say, is that this journey completely flipped my life upside down and to be honest, I cannot wait for it to be over. Last night I had the WORST dream ever, and let me tell you it isnt the first time I have had that dream.

I love my Elder Flores and I am so proud of him. 5 more lil months and we can start again :) Hopefully <3

Monday, March 12, 2012


Jordan called me.
For an hour and a half.
That is all.
No pictures.
Just pure joy.

Friday, March 2, 2012