Saturday, June 16, 2012

I suck at breaking up.

Dang...I dont know how to break up and I suck at it. I hope I NEVER have to do it again.

Word of advice people: avoid relationships at all cost.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Want. So. Bad

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Never be ashamed of the scars that life has left you with. A scar means the hurt is Over, the wound is Closed, you endured the pain & God has Healed you...  

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Who still wants to be friends??

Im special. But full of love. Holla!! haahahahahahah #summertime



I've loved and i've GAINED.

I was moping around this morning, but I realized I have gained so much and learned so much Thankk you : )


I hate hurting people I love....but if that's what they want then fine. It seems as though I hurt a lot of people. I used to think it was their fault, but now I know it's mine and I really need to work on that. Ive lost almost everyone in my life lately, and the only person who has stuck by me no MATTER WHAT is Jordan...NO MATTER WHAT. That is true love with there. Unconditional love. And if you havent experienced that people, I suggest you do. It feels good.

62 days : )

Friday, June 1, 2012


Man I cant seem to keep my emotions in check. I just want to be happy. I wanna be loved the way I love. I am so confused!! I dont wanna be second choice. I just want someone to love. You cant make people want you and you cant make people love you. But when you love them and they dont love you back, it makes for some sticky business.

Many things in life arent planned....deaths, babies, travels, love, hardships, name it. But sometimes people can only take so much before it becomes too much to handle.

I want you.