Friday, August 24, 2012

Don't like it?

So lately I've been torturing myself thinking, "what if this person doesn't support Jordan and I together," "I wonder how this person feels, I hope they can accept us." Well you know what? No. As much as I would like everyone in the world to have their hearts softened and try to love us for what it is, I cant dwell in it. We are finally happy, working on everything we need to, and that is that. We cant be sad any longer. Don't support us? Fine, say a prayer for a softened heart.

 Second time seeing the love of my life :) August 21st, 2012 
Isn't my baby so cute??? Haha I love him!!!

And if any of you have instagram, you should follow me!! @misskatymorgan

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

third best day of my life.....

Yesterday was officially the third best day in my life!!!!!!

1. Being baptized into the church.
2. Jordan asking me to be his girlfriend

and drumroll please.....

Now he may be mad im posting this, but hehe w/e cuz looking at it is UNBELIEVEABLE.

In two years we went from 18 yr old babies to 21 yr old adults. We have come sooo far and we still have SO MUCH FURTHER to go. It will be a long road, but bring it on. Yesterday just confirmed all the feelings ive ever had about my Jordan. Made me just wanna kill myself for what I have done to us. But I know I had a great man, and Im gonna fight to the death to have him back : )

I love you Jordan Flores!!! <3333333333

Friday, August 10, 2012

So I've been wondering...

Should emotions be suppressed or should they be let out? Should you go with the easy, obvious answer, or the one you want more, but the road will be extremely hard?


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Curse the sun!

Yes I am 21 years old. Yes I know I have very fair skin. And yes, I still don't use sunscreen and get 3rd degree, bubbling sunburns on my back. Awesome times.

NOTE: The burn is in the shape of a bib. Cool times.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

August 7th,2012

Ive been waiting for this day since 2010. And it is here.

I am so depressed....and I dont know why.

I miss Jordan, but life goes on.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Two Days

So my old best friend Jordan comes home from his mission in two days. A moment I had waited SO LONG for. This isnt how I thought I would be spending August 5th, 2012. I thought I would be in Anaheim with his family freaking out sooo excited doing my hair picking out an can change in an instant. Even though I am deeply saddened were not together, I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Jordan will find someone to complete him, and in time this will all feel like a distant memory, like it never happened.I feel like I am going to THROW UP. Not like it even matters.

But yeah, Im on the verge of puking.

"live through this, and you wont look back"