Curse the sun!

Yes I am 21 years old. Yes I know I have very fair skin. And yes, I still don't use sunscreen and get 3rd degree, bubbling sunburns on my back. Awesome times.

NOTE: The burn is in the shape of a bib. Cool times.

am i the only one missing something here??

August 7th,2012

Ive been waiting for this day since 2010. And it is here.

I am so depressed....and I dont know why.

I miss Jordan, but life goes on.

Two Days

So my old best friend Jordan comes home from his mission in two days. A moment I had waited SO LONG for. This isnt how I thought I would be spending August 5th, 2012. I thought I would be in Anaheim with his family freaking out sooo excited doing my hair picking out an outfit....sigh...life can change in an instant. Even though I am deeply saddened were not together, I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Jordan will find someone to complete him, and in time this will all feel like a distant memory, like it never happened.I feel like I am going to THROW UP. Not like it even matters.

But yeah, Im on the verge of puking.

"live through this, and you wont look back"

word

time freaking flies!!

Its crazy how you go from this....

 6 years old....

to 21 1/2 years old....

My life is flashing before me!! Time to get serious!!! 

My Dad

My dad is seriously such an awesome person!!! He was everything to me when I was younger. He works so hard for our family and ALWAYS supported my sister and I whenever we did something. I couldn't ask for a more supportive dad.

On Tuesday my mom and dad went to Palm Springs and came home Thursday afternoon. My dad was really quiet and when I offered to make him food, he declined (which is weird haha.) Then Friday morning he woke up with a sharp headache and dizziness to the point where he couldnt even sit up. So my mom took him to the DR and they were moved to Urgent Care and ultimately to the ER. All I know is that he had some kind of bacterial infection in his ear and that he had suffered a small stroke. I was pretty worried about my dad!! But not too much, cuz that dude is as solid as a rock. So he came home this morning, and he is just sleeping his meds away.

I love you dad!