Just saying

A Visit from my Dad!!

 Although my neck is better....

So I've been wondering...

Should emotions be suppressed or should they be let out? Should you go with the easy, obvious answer, or the one you want more, but the road will be extremely hard?

I DO NOT KNOW.

Curse the sun!

Yes I am 21 years old. Yes I know I have very fair skin. And yes, I still don't use sunscreen and get 3rd degree, bubbling sunburns on my back. Awesome times.

NOTE: The burn is in the shape of a bib. Cool times.

am i the only one missing something here??

August 7th,2012

Ive been waiting for this day since 2010. And it is here.

I am so depressed....and I dont know why.

I miss Jordan, but life goes on.

Two Days

So my old best friend Jordan comes home from his mission in two days. A moment I had waited SO LONG for. This isnt how I thought I would be spending August 5th, 2012. I thought I would be in Anaheim with his family freaking out sooo excited doing my hair picking out an outfit....sigh...life can change in an instant. Even though I am deeply saddened were not together, I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Jordan will find someone to complete him, and in time this will all feel like a distant memory, like it never happened.I feel like I am going to THROW UP. Not like it even matters.

But yeah, Im on the verge of puking.

"live through this, and you wont look back"