I Haven't Felt This Way in A Long Time....

I can't stop thinking about things that have happened in my past. What if? Why not? Why did I do this? Why didn't I do that? It is all so confusing... I miss people. I miss times. I love my present, but sometimes the past seems better.


I cant stop. Over and over. Someone in particular. (click this)




But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Best Week Ever!

Jordan and I went and saw Ellie Goulding in Pomona on Tuesday night! She is QUEEN.

 Last night Jordan and I went to a baseball game with my work and it was amazing! We had great seats, great company, and the Angels won in the 12th inning! Woohoo!!

Last Saturday night Jordan, his sister, his aunt and two cousins and I went bowling and it was fun! I havent been in so long!

Laaaaately.....

 Jordan and I went to our first Angel's game of the season! It was April 1st against Seattle and the Angels lost but we had fun! And we are going to another one next week courtesy of my work!

 A little girl in church last week named GiGi drew this "picture" for Jordan. Watch out girlie!

 FINALLY had time to fix my ratchet hair! It looks so much better now!

Angels Stadium...


COMING SOON!: Wedding date. Keep a look out :)

This past week....

 My baby child got three nails in different tires. So...I have had my car one month exactly and someone gave me a dent in a Stater Bros parking lot and I got three nails and had to spend 400 dollars on new tires. Like what? Talk about bad luck...

Last weekend Jordan and I took all 4 dogs to mile square park in Westminster. It was beautiful! There were ducks and birds and lots of people fishing. I had a great time :)

We're Engaged!

 Jordan and I are engaged!! On Sunday, March 2nd 2014 (our four year anniversary) Jordan took me to CSUN in the same exact spot he asked me to be his girlfriend and asked me to be his wife! Of course I said yes!

 San Diego Temple here we come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am also loving my job. I love going every single day! Life couldnt be better! :)

BIG LIFE CHANGES!

Life has been SO amazing! I was hired at Minyard Morris LLP in Newport Beach, CA and I started my new job today. As a present, my mom and dad BOUGHT ME A NEW CAR!!

 I love my all black everything Honda Civic!! Thank you mom and dad!

My new firm sent me flowers to my desk on the first day-what a wonderful thing! I felt accepted and it was SUCH a great day!!!

Lately.....

My sister is going to Cal State Fullerton two days a week and since I work right next to the school, we meet up for lunch! It is really nice to be able to see her. But come on, do we really look like twins??

I am LOVING my job. I am learning so much and my boss is awesome.

I got this amazing necklace that I am obsessed with.

Things feel out of control in my life, but I can handle it. I wake up and get ready everyday, so I can fake it till I make it.