Sunday, May 8, 2011

MOTHERS DAY/PHONE CALL!!

Today was sooooo amazing. I went over to my missionaries house, and spent time there until Sunday. My baby called at 7:15am and talked to us for about an hour! He first talked to his mom and dad for about 15 minutes, and then he asked his dad, "pa, is katy there??" and they said "yes!!" and gave me the phone. Up until this point, I hadnt cried (which was amazing compared to my crying at the christmad phone call) so i took the phone into his room, and said "hello?" and he said "HEY BABY!!" and that was it. I started BAWLING. I love that man so much. I had soooo much to talk to him about, but then it all flew out the window and nothing was coming out...awesome haha. But we talked about his mission, school, how much we love eachother, how good his family has been to me etc. Best 15ish minutes of my LIFE. Seriously its like nothing has changed. He is still the most amazing man in my life, and I am so incredibly proud of him for the work he is doing. So then i got the phone back for another minute before he hung up and we said our I love you's. I am so glad i wasnt the last one to have to tell him the final goodbye. That would have torn me apart. But anyways, now we begin the countdown till the christmas call!! haah. Right after I talked to him, I called my mom to tell her Happy Mothers Day, but as soon as she said hello, i started bawling and she knew exactly why haha. She is the best mom in the whole wide world! And so is my second mom (My missionaries mom!!) I look up to her and what she has done, and she is just incredible!

Happy mothers day to all the beautiful mothers out there!!! <3 <3 <3 Especially Elaina & Tifa!!! :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The Letter Gods Have Blessed Me.

The thing that I needed to most today was a letter. And i got one :) 6 wonderful pages of letter-ness. He is SO amazing, and I am so lucky to have such a loving, caring, and kind Priesthood Holder. He always reminds me why I love him and why were going to get married in the San Diego Temple without a doubt!!
I LOVE YOU ELDER FLORES!

On another note, I am cleaning out my dorm room because tomorrow I am moving half of my junk home. I took down the 1964199460814 picutres of Jordan and I and his mission off of my walls and it looks so weird. Also, I took all of the clothes out of my closet...oh. my. gosh. SO MUCH! lol. But even though today started off totally cruddy, it turned around! And to top it off, Im going to my missionaries house tomorrow to stay till sunday! I love his family and I love sleeping in his bed! It makes me feel better!! I cant wait for Mothers Day phone call!! 2 more days aaaaaahhH!!

worst dream a missionary girlfriend could ever have.....

well i think my title says it all but here it goes.

so i had this dream last night where Jordan came home. for some reason he lived in the apartment across the hall from me. he came to visit me, and i was so excited. then all of a sudden he said he had to go. i didnt understand. so i went over there and he said he didnt know if he could love me anymore and that he needed time alone. this was the worst thing ever. i was absolutely crushed, especially because we talk about what it will be like when he is home EVERY WEEK, and this is the complete opposite. this is the only morning EVER that i was happy when my alarm went off at 7am because it made the dream end.

i really need a letter today. PLEASEE LETTER GODS PLEASSEEE

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

ABCs of Yours Truly :)

Age: 20 years young.

Bed Size: Twin

Chore you hate: VACUMING!! HATE HATE HATEE IM SCARED OF IT.

Dogs: None!! I have 4 cats :)

Essential start of your day: Reaching over and checking my phone, even thought I KNOW none are from Jordan.

Favorite Color: Yellow

Gold or silver: Silver

Height: 5'3.5"

Instruments I play (or have played): None :(

Job Title
: Full time student :)

Kids: I have none. But i want 6!

Live: In San Diego, California and school in Los Angeles!

Mom's Name: Elaina

Nickname(s): Killowatts Kit Kat

Overnight hospital stays: None that i know of!

Pet Peeve: People brushing their teeth and spraying it on the mirror.

Quote from a movie: " I can speak whale!"

Right or left handed: Right

Siblings: one twin sister, Kelsey.

Time you wake up: 7:15am.

Unicycle rider: Hahahahaha i would die.

Vegetables you dislike: carrots.

What makes you run late: My hair

X-rays you've had done: teeth, hand, finger, neck, back.

Yummy food you make: im not a chef

Zoo animal: Duck or meerkat!! hahah

Monday, May 2, 2011

Happy 14 Months Baby!!

Jordan and I have been together for 14 months today! man i love that man so much! he has 472 days left, so that means i am only to the year mark!! woohoo!!


can u say amazing?:  "you're soooo amazingly beautiful babe!!! do u know that?  i freakin love you, and am soooo attracted to you its unreal!!!  i love you baby and you look gorgeous in ur pics, and im soooo happy that things have been getting easier for you my lover!  hahaha i def agree, were pretty much engaged huh? <3  im still gonna def do the traditional way if you know what i mean ;) , but either way ur my fiancee/eternal comp so thats how i feel and thats all that matters <3"



I LOVE YOU Jordan Victor Vaisaulu Flores!!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

cue waterworks...

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
'cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

[Chorus:]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me [2x]
Yeah

How, how could we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
'cause you're always right here in my thoughts

[Chorus:]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That somebody's me
Oh, yeah

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
'cause you're in my memory
You, when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh, listen please

[Chorus:]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That somebody's me
Somebody's me
Somebody's me
Somebody's me

Sealed for All Time and Eternity...

I am literally sitting in my kitchen right now making spanish rice...and all of a sudden the thought of going through the temple and being sealed to the one that I love has overwhelmed me.  I just pictured us going in...with our families both standing outside and smiling and waving with joy. And then looking at him and just knowing that everything is so right, and that I wouldnt want to spend eternity with anyone else but him. I mean lets be honest, I have thought about my wedding day thousands of times, but nothing like I am tonight. It just seems so realistic, like its really going to happen. I LOVE you Elder Jordan Flores!!