NO NO NO

Oh no. It has happened. I never thought it would! Seriously, sometimes I HATE being in Oceanside. It brings back memories and puts people back into my life that shouldnt be here. They were out of my life for a reason and they should stay that way. What the heck. I hate that I always am thinking, "Well, you have to see how it goes, give em a chance..." etc. I seriously wish that I could have some kind of confirmation right now. I hate not knowing. What is my life right now. help.